This is something I supposed to post like… one month ago…. *sigh* .... So sorry this is not replying to the above... only related to the topic.
I think it is good for Kaname to leave Yuuki and with this such clear cut good bye, Yuuki now have no choice but to choose whether she wants to go after one of the boy or not (and of course…. Which boy?)
She passed the test not drink from Zero once. And that is when she still has Kaname with her. Will she pass the test again now that Kaname not around? Actually by telling her to forget their time together, Kaname is releasing her from the punishment of only taking his blood. She is thirsty. Last time her thirst never quenched fully, because eventhough she has Kaname’s blood and satisfy her hunger for him, she never able satisfy her thirst for Zero. But she was still okay because at least she is half content. Now she is hungry for both guys blood. Kaname is not around. Zero is around but not “friendly”. But she wants Zero’s blood and Zero wants her. Will they finally bite each other neck?
Plus Maria is there provoking Yuuki with question that she will take Zero if Yuuki doesn’t want him. What will Yuuki’s answer to this question? *heh!* Will she just glare and let it pass? From past pattern in VK: it is more likely that she will not give Zero up easily to any girl. She (as per we know all this time) cares for Zero’s happiness (or at least wants Zero to be happy). I think if it is not a girl Zero wants, she wont give him up. But she wont drink from him also. It was always something like that… hang in the middle … just like Skip Beat.. ch176 and Ren still hasn’t (French) kiss Kyouko.
I hope Yuuki finds out soon that Zero still only want her blood. And yes….. in this situation clearly not favorable to Kaname, what will be her choice. What she will do? I need to see this. It is only fair to get an honest answer for this torturing love triangle. *me is just one stupid fan who tortured along* I need to see whether she is able to stay loyal as Kaname’s lover. Is she worthy of Kaname? If however she drinks from Zero; than it is just gonna free me. I cant say much seeing that she is able to keep herself from biting Zero last time. She is worthy enough but only barely pass though…. I bet Kaname’s heart wrenching so much knowing that she still got this desire for other man. Is it really no other way to sort this situation? At least Bella comes to love Edward more once she changes into a vampire herself. If .. she could not learn to love Kaname more.. than I wouldn’t care if she goes to Zero. *and thus I will keep Kaname for myself*
Kaname has sacrifice a lot (if not everything) for her… I sadly think, that probably if the situation is not going this bad and make Kaname fell in despair, he will probably just live happily with Yuuki in their mansion … willingly sharing her heart with other guy (T_T) *wipe tears* poor Kaname-sama!… But then, Kaname realize that over time Purebloods wont change and the biggest threat comes from them.. and hence… I think what he meant by “things I hesitate doing” is = erasing the Purebloods (and probably himself too T_T because he always want to die) Kaname wont die from it but sure it will seriously damage his heart… every time he slashes to take life he slashes his own heart too because that is just the thing he doesn’t want to do the most. I think he take this path because he think it is the only way to keep Yuuki safe permanently. (just how stupid a man in love can be).
I just thought that by witnessing with his own eyes (well… part of him as a bat did) chapter 60 – the almost bite between Yuuki and Zero, Kaname has come to conclusion that probably Yuuki will survive without him (Kaname) – something like: she loves them both; so she can live with either one (Kaname or Zero). That’s why Kaname ask Yuuki in ch 66 – “How do you see me?” And by Yuuki answer, probably he just convinced that what he thought is true and thus he just left to kill Purebloods (Right now I suspect he only kills Purebloods that he thought gonna be “problem” .. but not all Purebloods.. but who knows maybe I’m wrong and he will go to the extreme measure? But I wont be surprised if later turns out that Hiou and Hanadagi were one of the Pureblood who increase their army in the past or at least did very bad things in the past time) ….
To me it seems that Kaname even purposely make himself look like a bad guy in Yuuki’s eye, so that it will be easier for Yuuki to forget her love for him. Kaname is never more stupid than Sara, Kaname is usually brilliant, it is kinda off for him to lose from Sara. Sara never caught in the act, while Kaname always have some people witness his doing. To the point that Sara can put him as the suspect who kill Ouri-sama (Sara’s fiancé) So for him to “get caught” killing Hanadagi-sama, Aidou’s father and Hiou-sama – I think he intentionally make it like that. He definitely purposely left it so that Aidou and Yuuki witness the moment. I guess what Kaname said to Aidou’s father before Kaname kill him is the key which hold the answer to the mystery.
Moreover, I wont be surprise if Kaname also already calculating that by the time, Yuuki’s hunger already overcoming her and she will already bite Zero … Plus Kaname knows that Zero still loves her eventhough Zero himself is in denial. All in all, I think Kaname just want to make everything easier for Yuuki. *sigh*
And, I really really need to know whether Yuuki able to keep her promise to Kaname and .. whether she is worthy of Kaname or not. Only of course, in my heart, still hoping for the tiniest hope of Yuuki will finally settle her heart to one person (and well yea.. desperately… I hope it is Kaname). I hope she will be able to keep her promise to drink only from Kaname. That as per what Aidou’s father said: “Will you be able to stop Kaname-sama? … If you think something is wrong, please plead with Kaname – sama not to do it.” So I hope for Kaname: Yuuki will find Kaname and stop him from this genocide idea and most importantly from destroying himself.